No Regrets

He's worth it.

I know you will disagree with me on this one. I guess we have our own opinion. But never think that what you have done or who you have done it with is not worthy. Live without regrets I always say. We never know if we will still be here tomorrow. Don't get me wrong. I'm not a happy go lucky person. Actually, I'm more of a loner. I prefer to stay indoors with my fave book than go out and hang out. But do believe what I say about love. I've been there one too many times.

I will be a hypocrite if I say that I never regretted anything. I did. Back when I was young and stupid. But when love comes. True love. Even though it only lasted for several months, there should never be any regret. Yes even tears, money, and time we spent with people should never be regretted. Because through them, we become strong. Through them we learn.

I read a profile about a guy saying that he is laughing at himself. He said he just realized that the person who broked his heart and whom he spent months of depression and tears before being able to move on is not worth it at all. I ponder about what he said for a couple of minutes before I was able to react. Do we need to regret what happened because it never worked out? Should we say that a person who broke our hearts is not worthy of our tears? These questions flashed through my mind as I read his writing for the nth time. Then I asked myself "Will I regret the tears and time I will be spending alone if my relationship with my Bebhe won't work out for the best?" "Will I be angry or mad at my Bebhe for leaving me or letting me go?"

I'm an open minded person and I am not a fortune teller. I don't know what wil happen in the near future. We can still be together or we have went our separate ways. Things change. Time changes everything. Even people. And I don't know what I will do or can do if my relationship with my Bebhe don't work out. But I do know one thing, there will be no regrets. For everytime I spent with my Bebhe is worth it. Every tears I have shed and will shed. Every single breath that I take with him. Even the fights between us.

Every single second.

Every single smile.

More than worthy of tears.



It's worth dying for.