Friday, August 31, 2007

PDA

While having our lunch at Yellow Cab earlier, two guys walk in and took the table besides us. As usual, we chatted non-chalantly while ignoring the people around us until our order arrived. We will be having a 10" pizza and spaghetti meatballs. I don't know if there is any occasion to be celebrated. I hope there is none because this will only means that I'm really bad with dates and my memory really sucks! Anyway, back to my story. So as we eat our lunch silently, I couldn't help but notice the guys that was on the other table. Just like what my radar sensed, they're a couple. Not that it matters to me that the tall guy is a cuttie with nice body and the guy his with we can ignore. No, it's not about that. It's about what they were doing. Although I can barely hear what they were saying to each other, their movements suggests what they feel towards each other. I looked at my Bebhe. It seems that he's not paying attention to anyone as usual. I continued to gaze at what is happening on the other table. They are now both giggling about a joke someone told the other and I saw the hand of the more effem guy flew on top of his boyfriend's crotch. He initially tried to avoid it but later on, he allowed his lover's hand to linger there. I smiled and looked at my Bebhe and thought of all those times that I did the same thing to him under the covers of tablecloths at Pizzahut but didn't say anything. I just sat there and enjoyed the the look in my Bebhe's face as he eat. I love watching him eat.

After our lunch, we walked back to our office. Inspired by what I saw, I put my arms acrossed his shoulders. I met no resistance. I cuddled him closer. I think he noticed something weird on the way I was acting. I just smiled at him and said "I love you" loud enough for a couple of ladies at our back to hear us. My Bebhe doesn't seem to mind but he tugged me towards Ministop so he can buy his smoke. I stood and wait outside. I looked at the almost deserted streets of Libis and wondered how many people will be willing to do such an act. Letting the world know what he/she is feeling towards a certain person. It definitely need some courage and craziness!

In the world that we are currently living in, a society that has not changed since the 1960's, it is very difficult to show your emotions towards your love one. Specifically if you're a gentxt and you intend to keep it that way. But taking a hint from those two masculine guys in Yellow Cab, society should never stop you from doing what will make you happy. Because in the end, it is not what they will say that counts but what your heart does.

Love Song#5

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While youre far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And Im wondering what youre dreaming
Wondering if its me youre seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God were together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

I dont want to miss one smile
I dont want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
I dont want to miss a thing

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

A Call and A Song

It's Monday and of course, the work seems to be coming from everywhere! I started working at 9pm but I just can't seem to complete my deliverables for the day. At around Midnight, I paused for a while. I checked my calendar and smiled. Time does fly.

As my mind drifted and reminisce the days and months that have passed. Definitely, there are things that I could have done better and there are a lot that I should have done at all. But then again, those kind of things are the spice of life. Keeps it from being boring. I'm not saying this to justify what already transpired. It's just a statement of fact. And I do look forward with hope.

And as my mind continued to float through time, I remembered the "Mcdo" incident as well as the "Transformers". Not that the people involved caused problems in our relationships. That is just to shallow. But it was my actions and decisions before those events that affected and mared my relationship with my Bebhe. But of course, these things are now history but definitely be a part of our lives. It is where we will get out lessons and experience.

Remembering all of these made me realize how much I love my Bebhe. How much I cherish every moment, every second that I am with him. How much I look forward to every end of the day when I get to go home with my Bebhe to our love nest. How much joy I feel everytime I open my eyes and see my Bebhe sleeping beside me.

My reminiscing was interupted a little before 1AM. Another sustagen moment! I haven't talked to my Bebhe yet! I picked up the phone and dial the number. As it rang, I thought of how much I love my Bebhe. When he answered the phone, I couldn't stop myself from singing...


I just call, to say, I love you
I just call, to say how much I care
I just call, to say, I love you
And I mean from the bottom of my heart




"Happy 10th monthsary my Bebhe" - TL

Patalastas - Negosyete

Kahapon, wala kaming ginawang magsing-irog kung hindi ang magisip at magpalitan ng kuro-kuro kung ano ang pinaka mabuting pagkakakitaan na maari naming itayo upang kami ay magkaroon ng dagdag na pananalapi.

Kung kayo ay mayroong maiaambag na munting kaalaman tungkol sa bagay na ito, tatanawin kong malaking utang na loob ito sa inyo. Maaari po laman ng magiwan ng inyong nalalaman sa espasyo na nakalaan para sa mga puna.

Muli po ako at ang aking minamahal ay nagpapasalamat sa inyong tulong.