Grey's Anatomy

Time

MB is currently watching Grey’s Anatomy. And since we are living together, I was drag in the process. I have to say that I first watched it out of my love to MB but I can’t help but fall for this show. It grows in you.

Anyway, I mentioned it because this post blossomed whiled watching an episode last week. I just can’t figure out what. But what I do know is that at the latter part of the episode, when Meredith Grey is doing her monologue, she mentioned that everybody needs more time. That everyone, demands more time. Time…

I’m currently lost in my thoughts as I think about Time. Surely I’m wondering why I can’t have more time working so I can earn a little extra. Why I can’t have more time so that I can sleep a little longer. Why can’t I have more time to spend with MB every day. Why can’t I have more time with my mum. Why can’t I…

It saddens me deeply to think about all the time I lost by staying away from home. Or even all the time that I spent in the office away from MB. It saddens me deeply and it’s breaking my heart.

Time changes everything. It can even heal the deepest wounds in our hearts. For with time, comes change. With change comes maturity. With maturity comes forgiveness. But why can’t we stop time? Why can’t we have our moments together with our love ones a little longer? Why can’t we just stay here, in this time, and remain happy forever? Why…

I’m stopping right now because obviously, I have a lot of questions in my head right now that I can’t compose even a respectable post. And obviously, even if I said that I was ok, I clearly wasn’t. But maybe it’s ok not to be ok. Maybe it’s ok that sometimes, we’re miserable. That sometimes, we are not ok. And maybe in time, I will be ok…

Time.









“Time waits for no one” - Anon