Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Lost in Reverie Again

I believe in the idea that love doesn’t equal sex. With this idea, I came to believe that having sex with someone other than your partner is not cheating. But even though I believe in this notion, I no longer practice it. However, if MB decides to do it, I will take no offense or whatever. And you will never get me to accept that my idea is screwed up. Well not until recently anyway. Something happened that made me doubt my way of thinking.



We invited a friend to visit our place and have a few drinks. The night dragged on and we were all tipsy so we decided to let our friend to sleepover. And since we currently have only one bed and no other furniture, our friend will be sleeping with us in bed. To avoid any conflicts, I agreed to MB’s suggestion that our friend will sleep in the middle while I will take the right side and him the left side. When everything was settled, we went to bed. 

After around two or three hours, I stirred and when I opened my eyes, MB and our friend is fast asleep. I was about to go back to sleep when I noticed that our friend is wearing nothing but his boxer briefs while both MB and I are still wearing our day clothes. And as I look, I was surprised when our friend’s hand suddenly went inside his boxer’s and started jacking it off. My eyes flew to his face to see if he’s just teasing me. His eyes were closed. Could he be just dreaming? I closed my eyes and summoned all the courage I have in my body and turned my back on him. It is one thing to have sex with someone else but it is different doing it while MB is in bed with us. I was about to go back to sleep when I heard a muffled conversation. I can’t seem to understand what they were muttering so I decided to turn but continued to pretend that I’m still sleeping. When I thought I could risk opening my eyes a little, I was surprised by what I saw. Surprised mind you, not shocked. It was MB caressing our friend’s body, touching his well defined chest, his cut abs, down to his dick. “Fuck!” I said to myself. I was actually referring to our friend’s dick. It’s huge! Probably 7 inches long and is very thick. I closed my eyes again and contemplate what I should do next. I would definitely want to taste our friend as well. I mean I have fantasized about him quite often during my jack off sessions. But the thought of disrupting MB from what seems to be something he’s enjoying keeps going back to my mind. “What should I do?” I asked myself again. I decided then that I would just watch and see how things played out. I opened my eyes again and watch our friend’s face as he enjoy whatever MB’s doing to him. I lowered my eyes to see it for myself. MB’s jacking his dick slowly. Up, down, up down. He spat on his palm and stroked our friend’s dick once more while making sure that his thumb keeps on playing with its head. 

My mind is blank. I couldn’t seem to entertain any thought or any feelings. All I know is that I’m a willing watcher to whatever is transpiring before me. Then I saw MB leaned closer and was about to enveloped our friend’s dick in his mouth when my friend stopped him for a second. “Aren’t you together? I mean isn’t he your boyfriend?” He asked. I saw MB smiled and said “We’re no longer together” then proceeded with giving my friend a head. I closed my eyes and turned my back to them. Full of emotions but I don’t know what kind.



When I woke up, I realized everything was just a dream. There’s no friend of ours sleeping between us. It’s just me and MB in our room. But I can’t shake the feeling of pain that was brought to me by my dream. What I don’t know is weather I was hurt because MB decided to elicit an affair, with a friend nonetheless, in our own bed, with me by their side or the fact that MB denied our relationship. 

I would like to wake up MB and share to him my dream but I know he’s not a morning person. So instead, I just hugged him as tight as I can and whispered to his ears.





“I love you, please don’t leave me.”

12 comments:

red riding odin hood said...

grabe ka! akala ko na naman totoo!! if it was me di ko ata makakaya! dun pa lang sa sinuggest na sa gitna matulog napataas na kilay ko hahaha

ung first 2 times na nagsex kmi ng EX-bf ko ay may ka-3some kami, pero di pa kami back then. at nung naging kami we agreed na hindi open ang relationship namin kaya lagi ako naiinis kapag lagi niya sinusuggest na mag 3some ulit kami!

Mugen said...

Akala ko rin totoo. Galing mo magkwento ah. Swabeng swabe.

Badingako said...

the question on the 2nd to the last paragraph is definitely a no-brainer for me. It's more hurtful to have someone deny your relationship. Sigh, wish that never happens to me.

TL said...

@Odin hehehe xnxa na. Medyo magulo utak ng kuya mo eh. I believed na dapat lahat ng relation eh hindi open pero iba pa rin ang sex sa love.

@Mugen Kapatid thanks sa papuri pero wala pa ako sa kalingkingan ng galing mo hehehe

@badingako Manay Varvaruh and shoray mo ha. Bakit parang may bitter abs and comment? Kwento naman dyan!

mikes said...

happy for you.

now i know you already know. :p

dabo said...

no words for this one..

wanderingcommuter said...

you have one hell of an imagination dude and i must admit you got me there bigtime. hahahaha

TL said...

@mikes thank you but I don't think I know what you think I know :p

@dabo buti naman kupal

@wanderer hehehe thanks dude.

Kris Canimo said...

so vivid dream. napapadalas ata ang ating panaginip ah at may sequel si reverie. naku. pag nandito ako, naiingit lang ako. haha

*segue. ilang taon npo ba si prof tl?

Barbara Bakal said...

ang sakit naman nito kung totoo yun.

TL said...

@ Kris hahaha wag ka maingit :) You're time will come. 25 na po ako. Turnign 24 naman si MB

@Barbara Manay op corz hurtful talaga. Buti na lang panaginip :)

icecodey said...

i dont know if it's jst a dream but i really hope so...
if it isnt then .. lasing lang cguro cya... ;-)
hope nothing goes wrong in ur rela...
i really love the ur story w/ ur MB...
to tell u kinikilig ako sa story ninyo...
Good luck